I wonder...

I often find myself lost in thought wondering if you miss me nearly as much as I miss you. I wonder if you understand how deeply you hurt me, and I wonder did I hurt you that much too? I wonder if you think of me as often as I hope you do. Are you angry with me for things I don't even know about, the way I am angry with you? I wonder if you are happier in your life without me in it. Are you fulfilled? Did I ever fulfill you? Do you still love me? Do you even care? I often wonder about all of these things and I know that I will never have the answers. I do hope only for the best for you, but I can't help but wonder...